=.=

很久没见你了。

好想遇见你~

你好吗?

你忙完后，就到我了。

那么，我们几时才得空聚集呢?

anxious...

OMG...
just went through my primary school friends' facebook account..
found that a lot of them are having their education oversea...
UK,US,.....

how about TAN ENG HONG?
MALAYsia...

the worst part is...
i am doing nothing here..
blurring...~
waiting...
for??

question marks starting to attack my brain cells...
i am so anxious now~!

today....

I saw the picture that you guys took...
is very nice..!
u guys seem so enjoyed for that day activity.

again..
proved!
Tan Eng Hong is correct...
evrything will still go on eventhought without you!

the most exciting place is,
i saw 3 of you ( moon,hui ling and kah jing) are in a photo together..
how long 3 of you have been seperate ?
finally,3 of you seems like okay already..
i am so happy..~~
^^

---------------------------------------------

ai leng asked me whether how many ppl have registered for camp,
on my side...
i feel so guilty that i couldnt even get one of the participant...
i feel so bad to force my ajk and juniors to go,
because straight away after the camp,
there will be a trip.
i dont think they can affort that much of expenses...
sigh~~
so how??

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went to school and hopefully to get something from school,
ends up i only got something from my biology teacher,
she taught cloning ..
can you imagine how slow is the progres.
the examination is just around the corner,
still we are.....sigh...again!!

but at least she is teaching,better than none...
=.=

and also discussed some maths question with friends..

k la..
gtg..
bye

help!~

20++ days left~~

but...

i amd still

UNMOTIVATED

不懂怎样形容~

今天是星期五，
然而，
却又一种奇怪的感觉。。

一点就回到家了，
加上我筹委们屡次告知，
:‘今天很闷啊！’
:‘我很得空啊！’

对！
我又何尝不是呢?
只不过，
考试即将来临，
常年大会也已过了，
哪儿来的机会开会啊?！

可能考完试吧~

很奇怪的星期五啊~~~

sigh

dissapointed~~

but i am not at the place to say that anymore..

what can i do?
or
should i do the something for it?

It is actually a place for you guys to learn and get the experiences,
it shouldn't be any misunderstanding within it..
furthermore,
it is just a nonsense!

and WHY?

why YOU are the one who take that nonsense so serious..?
i thought you have been followed us for such a long period,
and that shouldn't be a problem for you..

it shouldn't appear anyway....

if YOU read this,
and YOU know i am talking to YOU here..
please settle it by this week!..
within these 2days..

orelse..
i'll come to YOU...

累！

过了。。

前天晚上，
吃完晚餐后，
便马上戴着兴奋的心情到TESCO，
因为约了JUWEE 和LEE YEN。。

买了东西后，
便随着颖诗，WEI KIT 和 SAM 的陪同下，
到WAI KIAN家集合，
我和弟弟也会在那儿过夜。

没法了，
心里一直想着玩，
真的是最后一次了，
要把握每一次与你们/华文学会的接触。。。
好好回味回味。。

忙了整晚，
凌晨3点才入睡，
幸好那几个小的没扰我清梦，
不然我的眼袋又不懂会大到怎样咯。

昨天，
欢送会刚开始真的出现了稍稍问题，
但是问题不大，
我想。。
因为所有东西都慢慢被我内心的兴奋删掉了。

真的很感动，
你们会这样的呈现我们的欢送会，
可见你们费尽心机，
准备了很多食物，环节。。

kah hoe问我: 'Eng Hong,你开心吗?'
我那是特地不答。。
但是现在真的是很想答:‘我很满意，我很开心！’

那两个小的又来我家睡，
惯了。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

欢送会过了，
我想我与华文学会也应该是时候暂时划上句号。。。。
真的得准备考试了。

两个月，
我给自己两个月时间，
闭关！
除了非出不可的活动以外，
别的统统离我远远。。

过后，
考完过后，
我就得忙筹备少年梦！
我真的很想重拾以前和你们一起的感觉，
我不想如此敷衍了事就过了。

接着，
真的是接着噢，
完全没有顿点，
我就会把刚刚华文学会的句号拿开，
改成逗号，
因为我们有首次的华文学会旅行团哦！
期待。。
可能那个‘句号’ 在迟些才把它放回上去。

好了！
我去备战了~~
加油~

34 days to go~

wow~
another long holidays for the secondary schools students..
from friday until next monday,
4days of deepavali holiday..

this year is the 1st year we have such a long holiday for it,
probably because of the concept and phylosophy of 1 MALAYSIA..
good~~

one more day to go,
is my clu farewell party..
after that,
most of us will be busying prepare for the examination..
STPM,
final Exams~

good luck!

hopefully i can force myself to study during this holiday!!
must be hardworking la now...~

~~

blur-ing....

miss-ing....

worth for it!

i was doing nothing in school today..
except for attended maths,bio and photography class..
haha

i was busying taking photos with all my ajk...
both 08/09 and 09/10 batch..

as my stpm exam is just around the corner,
left only 30++ days to go,
which means that 2009 is going to end soon~~
(positive thinking)
thus,i have to create another new album for 2009,
to recall and keep those memory i had this year..

went for photo printng shop after school..
took almost 3hrs to finish them man!
i was waiting them to be printed out with my brother at McD..

finally,
i got them..
is so nice and i already arrange them into my newly bought album..
i counted already,
it cost almost RM70 for me to make this allbum!!..

wow~~
but is worth!!!
i like it so much..

无怨无悔?

最后，
我放下了，
无怨无悔?
对！
我无怨无悔。。

一大清早，
便怀着沉重的心情踏入校门。

天色渐渐地亮了，
他们也陆续到来。

首先，
他们先到我班集合，
然后便吃JUWEE为我们特地准备的汤圆，
因为昨天是CLU团圆日，
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
我们也马上叫齐所有LOWER FORM 的AJK 来一起享用！
热腾腾的汤圆，
暖在心头！

过后，
大家便讨论筹委会名单，
这个部分是最费时的，
因为大家心中都有不同的人选，
所以我们到好像辩论会似的，
甚至隔壁班的老师还过来投诉呢！

终于讨论了两个小时，
我们得到了最后的定论。。
过后便谈天咯。。。

终于，
常年大会开始了。
他们布置的真的不错！
很费功夫。。
又再次证明了他们行。。

当播放影片时，
差点哭了，
但是最后给憋了下来。。
不知道为什么。。
可是俪燕，嘉敏及慧娴却忍不住了。。

终于，
回到家，
很夜了，因为有SCIENCE and maths perty.
其实真的很不想去，
因为昨天没那个心情，
但是看在chiam的面子，
没办法咯。。

睡觉时，
眼泪不受控制的流了出来，
(几行而已啦)
但是内心深处不知为什么那么痛，
不舍！
原来我。。。

我相信时间可以冲淡一切，
但是我不想那些回忆被冲淡！

我突然好想念我的筹委，
因为我知道他们也很很很很很不舍得！

退休咯 >.<

明天就是了。
我内心是充满著很多很多的不舍，
真的非三言两语就可说清的。

可是，
时间是不会停留的，
长江后浪推前浪，
我始终会被淘汰的，
不能一直待在‘华文学会’，
这名字生活。。

不知明天会怎样呢?
我会不舍得到什么程度呢?
哭?
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
他们呢?
我已强烈感受到他们有多不舍了。

这里明明说要专心念书，
但转个头就不想离开这个大家庭，
心里的矛盾，
真的。。。
烦啊！

我现在真的很想抱著你们，
:‘我不舍得！！’

what should i do?

anyone can tell me?
what should i do for this moment?

i am going to sit for the MUET speaking test tomorrow,
but i dont know what can i do for it..

i am scaring,
i am worrying,
....

shit la..

soon

CLU 09/10 AGM invitation card,
is very nice,
i like it very much..
.



there will be CLU Annual General Meeting this friday,
the new committee list will be out soon,
very soon...
&
this indicates that Tan Eng Hong will be the part of history of VICLU soon..
xD

maybe now really is the time to settle down and let go evrything,
focus on my studies..(dunno how many hundred thousand times i said before)
hopefully i can!

but i will never forget what CLU gave me.
especially all the memorial moments within 7 years..
is deep inside my heart forever !

can you imagine how CLU is important for me?
7 years man!
today Pn Lee just reminded me..
sometimes,i really dont understand,
what makes me stay in CLU for such a long period,
7yrs,my whole secondary school life is spent here mostly!

think wisely again,
there are A LOT of reason why i stay lol..
one of them is..


u will know more if you have join CLU..

NEVER REGRET TO ENTER VI punya CLU...
^^

worrying la~

4days more for me to sit for the speaking test..
i am a little bit worry..

what should i do actually now?
i dont really know how to prepare..
and i find out that i am not that nervous anymore,
maybe is because i have experience before..
sigh..
is so sad man!!
i have to retake again!!..
i rather dont have this kind of experience!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

mooncake festival..
yeah..
i had a memorial mooncake festival this year,
i had 2 parties....
1 with my CLU committees,
another one is with my family and relatives.










i enjoyed them so much,
thought STPM is just around the corner.
still......

am i wasting time to celebrate all this?
i am actually very scare and worry bout the exam,
but there are a lot of stuff that i couldnt escape,
like....
next friday will be having CLU AGM and Science and Maths party,
the week after that will be having my CLU farewell party.

after that,
i have only less than 1month to go for my STPM..
~~

STPM!!..
STPM!!
STPM!!!!!!
i hate you!..
>..<