差不多六天没来了，

很忙，

真的忙的不可开交！

忙搬家，

忙买家具，

忙九校联欢会，

忙。。。。

还要碰巧是表哥婚宴，

农历新年又越来越近，

很多很多东西还没办妥。

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刚刚结束了表哥的婚宴，

不知道为什么今天吃不多，

样样吃少少就饱了，

看见很多亲戚朋友，

喜事嘛，

但是我的哥哥就偏偏没到，

因为在大学上课。。

妈妈穿了我们替她挑选的一件晚装，

对她来说，

是有一点性感啦，因为有露一点乳沟，

很多人都大吃一惊，

但是也不忘送上赞赏，

还有很多人自动找她拍照呢！

现实到~~

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

下次得买多几间才行。

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说到联欢会，

很多学校说必须要有教育部的批准才能进行进一步的行动，

气死了，又遇到阻碍。

这个联欢会到现在这个阶段，

真的十划都没有一撇！

救命啊，

还要忙着应付征东那边的露营，

真的不懂要怎样推他，

大多数我是不参与的了，

时间真的配合不了。。

对不起！

累了，了，

今天到此为止~

再见~

=(

i looked at the brochure that my brother brought me from education fair,
i was worrying..
i do not fullfill...
the basic requirement of the course that i want to enroll into,
i am nervous, i am moody now!!

althought everyone was telling me that is ok..
but in fact, it is NOT okay for me..
no matter how..
I AM STILL FAIL!!

i keep blaming that why should i retake?
i shouldnt even retake !!
reflash back,
if my MUET teacher is in the hall during my 1st listening test,
if she request to replay the sound clip,
if i can sit my listening test in a good condition,
if this world can be a bit fair to me..
IF IF IF IF IF...
why cant it become a REALITY?

i knew that my english is not that proficient,
BUT sometimes exam we need a bit of luck isnt it?
not every topic i can write well,
maybe i can handle it very well in the first test that i have sat that time,
but not this time...
i am just unreconciled to it!

a lot of friends called me..
even my brother sms me..
they were trying to comfort me,
they do help me...
But just for a short while,
after that,
i will start thinking AGAIn the incident again...

how should i do now?
i am super hyper moodless
=(

一败涂地！

失败了，

我又再一次失败了...............

念..

刚从学校回来,

以毕业生的身份回校,

感觉真的有点不同,

不需要担心被老师捉,

(因为每天戴黑色腰带,学校不给的)

不需要弄出一副主席的样子,

回忆起来,

以前真的很中规中矩,

身为华文学会主席的我,

知道不可以犯错,

不然可能连累整个学会,

怕被人抹黑...

一回到去,

第一件事,打给鼎茗,

通知Potter和Sam

又看见他们了,

很想拥抱他们这几个小的,

毕竟从中一看他们,到现在已是中五了,

以前要见面,

打个电话,马上见到,

现在,我毕业了!!

时间飞逝,

老爷我真的顿时感慨不已!

他们也特地陪我走了几圈学校,

其实是想趁机不去排队!!

哈哈哈哈哈哈..

也特地去探望几位老师,

依然很亲切,

当中也相约了PnLee 农历新年到他家拜访,

今年,我誓要得到她的大红包!

哈哈哈哈哈

特地经过我就读过的课室,

回忆不断涌现,

经过华文学会房,

想起了7年来在那儿的点滴,

听鼎茗说那房间可能要搬了,

一定要努力申请回来,

我相信以我们的能力,一定可以的!

告诉那个En Othman 我们这么多活动,

用学校一间小房会死咩..

一个Locker实在太太太小了啦,

我们以后的那些banner要放哪儿?

我还特地去作弄wai kian呢,

好像很用功埋头苦干酱,

其实是很累,想埋头偷懒吧..

???

很想念校园生活啊,

庆幸我当时并没有白费在校园生活....

空欢喜。。

唉,

还以为可以通过那份工赚一笔钱,

岂知,

只是空欢喜一场。

明明答应了今天给我时间表，

怎知道。。。

因为我六月要继续深造，

那边的老板也不想一直再更换，

所以婉拒了我。

他敷衍回我，说打算开新班，

叫我等通知，

心想，唉，凶多吉少的啦这次。

希望他真的是有在计划中吧。

现在的我，

忙着筹备联欢会，

3月就是了，

时间上真的很赶！

自己也不懂到底这次可以办得怎样，

只希望能维持去年的口碑，

停了一阵子再办活动，

再当筹委主席，

真的有点不习惯。

心里还是偶尔会想起那些事情，

希望大家不会重蹈复测吧，

我也不想最后弄得不欢而散，

呸呸呸！

应该不会吧。

没上课，

没工作，

但是生活依然忙碌，

是感觉上啦，

并不是真正的很忙那种，

真的希望能有工做，

兼职吧，

等着二月那间学校的消息，

希望我哥介绍的那份不会像刚才的一样，

临时把我‘砍’掉。

阿禰陀佛。。。。

2010 a very long long long post~~

first of all,

on the second day of 2010,

wish you guys a very happy new year~

A new post in a New year,

i wonder why i choose to write it in English..

hmmm..hehehe

One of my friend - Pengpeng (PG) will be going off to Sarawak for National Service later,

feel a little bit sad and i'm gonna miss her for these 3months..

Its 2010 now,

I'm officially OUT from VICLU,

normally this time i will be busying preparing for the first society meeting,

and also my books for the 1st day of school,

but i am so free now!!.

the feeling and atmosphere is weird,

i feel very bored ar..

wish to find a full time job,

but My brother and Mummy have stopped me..

sigh...

VICLU,

i will always love you,

if one day i am capable,

and u guys need any financial support,

i'll be the 1st one to stand up!

because of you,

i get to know 2bunch of my best frensz,

because of you,

i gain lot of experiencesss....

I Wont stay that long in VI if VI do not have VICLU!..

haha

VICLU ppl,

all the best ya...

actually i very love u all one,

all of you..

work harder and must rmb TAN ENG HONG ar...

do not hesitate to call me if you guys have any problem..

must send me invitation card ar..

( i will be shifting, so call me for the confirmation la. )

08/09 AJK (Hong hOng ji tuan)

thx for the support always..

thx for the LOve that you guys gave me..

keep in touch even thought some of you will be starting ur jobs and studies in few days later..

i Miss the moment that we had before..

the moment we study together,

the moment we have our meeting together,

the moment we arguing for the AGM list..

the moment we stay in the banglo!!!!

SS family...

i want to organize gathering ar!!

i hope all of you can make it....

all the best in 2010,

may our bond can last forever~~

although we argued a lot last year,

but those didn't affect our friendship,

because WE LOVE EACH OTHER...

i can see all of you are trying to withstand the pressure,

from the family, or the environment...

gamBateh!!

FInally...

to TAN ENG HONG

YOu must have a very substantial 2010 life,

especially while waiting for the STPM results,

all the best!!

You must grab the chance to earn as much as money you can!

so that to help ur MUMMY AND DADDY!

to lighten their burden!

You must do well in ur Part time JOB...

so that you wont be FIRED!!

xD

ok..

off!@!

2010...

i am coming!!!

woooooooooooooooooooooHOO!!