dying..

huh~
i'm seriously not okay these few days..

exam is just around the corner,
14days to go,
(hauyeen, i repeat it again :D)

but i am mentally and physically bad now..

guess what i did just now in the school?

A 52years old women came to my class,
sounded at us without any purpose,
just to create SOUND pollution..

i was sitting at the teahcer's place,
right in front of my class.
initially,
she was scolding her student who stay in my class and study,(kononnya)..
then suddenly,
she scolded my classmate.
MENAPAUSE WOMEN!!

I contradict her back!
and purposely took out my food and ate in front of her.
while she was still giving her 'speech'..
haha...
althought i know is wrong to do this to a teacher..
but we were studying in the class,
and she came in just like that and make noise here..

fine!
(i'm a good student,this is my 1st time and hopefully is my last time to do this.)

i realise that i am seriously not ok,
how dare i do this?
i keep thinking just now..
why?
the stress..
i seriously cannot cope with that..
i ..
what should i do?sigh...

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one of the teacher gave us a short briefing on STPM,
she said something...

'jgn guna perkataan 'harap harap'. contohnya,Saya harap awak semua ni jaga

kebersihan sekolah.'.'BUat ape Harap harap ni?! Kalau nak guna,gunalah istillah MAHU, Saya MAHU awak ni jaga kebershian sekolah..'

but
can we?
can we really change the word hope to Want?

i HOPE i can get 4.0 in the exam.
is it the same as i WANT to get 4.0 in the exam?

'if you tink you can,you can!'
is this sentence true?